Chapter one: The boy who lived. ϟ

so i don't think i've ever been this happy in my entire life until now.. jeremy is honestly the best thing to ever happen to me.. he just.. i dunno, he makes me feel like i'm actually important instead of only one human being out of around seven million.. i don't like that ratio.. it makes a person seem so much less important :c
 
school has been rough and busy... high school is almost over though, but i have dual enrollment over the summer which is gunna kill me, but it's okay... i'm ready for it..
 
i'm really upset about my weight though.. :/ i'm out of my weight class for weightlifting right now and i told my coach i would be able to drop down a weight class, but it seems like no matter how hard i try i just can't stick to a diet and exercise.. but it's so hard because i'm always on the go, but i know i can't make excuses for myself...
 
i almost thought about starving myself again, but every time i almost convince myself i think bout jeremy and i don't.. he sees the good in me and i don't understand how, but he keeps me from doing all the horrible things i used to do or the things i wanted to do.. i dunno
 
he knows how depressed i used to be and the trust issues and other issues i have and he helps me with them and it's amazing to finally have someone i can be completely honest with because i've never had that... even my best friend luciano doesn't know one of my biggest secrets.. i dunno if i'll ever tell him though..
 
anyways, i just wanted to right bout that lol so i'm out.. i gotta write an essay for college, but don't be afraid to message me c:
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hello lovelies c: i've missed you all, although i'm sure no one has noticed my absence. school keeps me extra busy and not only that, but i actually have a boyfriend now :o like a legit boyfriend and he's amazing.. he keeps me sane which is more than difficult to do..
 
but anyways i guess i'll give you all an update:
swim season was crazy, i got suspended and all that good stuff lol
weightlifiting was amazing because i made it to districts and this was my first year c: i place 3rd in my weight class
then softball was horrible :c i played one game and i was out for the season :c i broke my finger at practice and then two days later a girl threw a ball and it ended up hitting me in the face and it dropped my tooth down :c, it was the worst thing ever
 
my injuries:
so my finger isn't as bad as it was... i had to have surgery and they put a metal pin in it and tomorrow i have surgery to get it taken out, so i'm almost done with that injury! lol
my tooth on the other hand.. well the dentist had to push it back up and then splint it, but the splint looked like awkward braces lol but then i had to have a root canal on that tooth and they took the splint off and now i just have to have regular check ups on that tooth.. it looks straight, so i guess i'm okay with that
 
anyways lol i signed up for the IB program next year which is gunna be really intense especially if i do sports next year too :o but i'm ready for it
 
i'm also doing dual enrollment this summer and i'm kinda excited for that.. i'm also supposed to get my license in about a month.. not so excited bout that cuz driving scares me, but whatever lol
 
but on to the subject of my boyfriend c: his name is jeremy and i think he's like the best thing that has ever happened to me.. he's almost 18 so he's a little over a year older than me.. we haven't been together for that long, but it feels like it has been forever lol we're so completely opposite, but i think it balances us out cuz we make a good mixture i think c: but yeah, i could talk about him forever to be honest, so i'll stop :p
 
but anyways, i guess i'll stop cuz this is long.. message me though cuz i wanna talk to some people c:

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so yup... i'm making an actual set for the for the first time in a long time..
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well school is average, i have like a ton of homework, which i am supposed to be doing right now, but i figured i'd make a set to waste time..
 
swimming makes me so tired! when school is out at 1:41 i catch a bus to the college (where the pool is for practice) and i get there at like 2:30 and then that gives me like an hour and half to do homework, then i get ready and have to be ready for practice by 4.. the practice ends at 6 and i have to hurry up and change then go to my brothers practice until 8 and i don't get home till 8:30 and by that time i'm so ready to just pass out :o
 
my first meet is on thursday though... my goal is to not come in last :p cuz like.. i'm not that good cuz i just started two weeks ago, so yeah :p
 
too many guys are into me lately and i can't tell which ones actually like me and which ones just want to fuuck.. and it's annoying :/ i dunno, but like i just want someone who really wants me and that's it..
 
um yeah, i dunno what else to really talk bout cuz i know i'm boring ya'll so yep..
 
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